Just a country girl try to get back to my roots

Absolutely miserable.

….i guess no one would care if I just disappeared permanently. Moving to a different state wont heal the heart break but maybe I can move on if I left.

He won’t answer me and he won’t talk to me so…..

I guess we are done. I don’t want to be but whatever.  It’s loud and clear.  We are done.  

For my Edward….

I love you so much.  I miss you!!!!

I don’t want that to ever happen to you and me….

I know that you just told me what friends of ours are going through right now won’t ever happen between me and you but how do you know?  My heart is breaking for them right now because they are so broken as a marriage and as a family.  I love you sweetheart.